{"id":3907,"date":"2016-10-19T12:11:37","date_gmt":"2016-10-19T19:11:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.harperkingsley.net\/blog\/?p=3907"},"modified":"2023-10-17T23:37:05","modified_gmt":"2023-10-18T06:37:05","slug":"today-i-am-in-a-bad-mood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harperkingsley.net\/blog\/today-i-am-in-a-bad-mood\/","title":{"rendered":"Today, I am in a bad mood"},"content":{"rendered":"

Today, I am in a bad mood. I didn’t realize how bad my mood was until I reached for a rubber band and found that there were none… to which I responded by sweeping everything off the counter and piling everything that doesn’t belong to me in a chair. The owners can either collect them or throw them away, I don’t give a fuck.<\/p>\n

It was an instant switch from down but calm, to raging fury of destruction.<\/p>\n

I think I’m finally beginning to process his words from yesterday, and I don’t like them.<\/p>\n

Not just because he’s kinda right, but because I am tired of all the shit I get. I am tired of dealing with these people that I don’t think I even like anymore. I am tired of dealing with the person they force me to be.<\/p>\n

I’m tired of all of it.<\/p>\n

Now I’ve just gotta figure out what I’m going to do. As they say, “Should I stay or should I go?” And right now? I’m leaning toward go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Today, I am in a bad mood. I didn’t realize how bad my mood was until I reached for a rubber band and found that there were none… to which I responded by sweeping everything off the counter and piling everything that doesn’t belong to me in a chair. The owners can either collect them…<\/p>\n Read More<\/span> Today, I am in a bad mood<\/span><\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"Layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[36],"tags":[],"class_list":["entry","author-harperkingsley0-0","post-3907","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-kindled"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p2pPoL-111","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":7005,"url":"https:\/\/harperkingsley.net\/blog\/me-in-a-bad-mood\/","url_meta":{"origin":3907,"position":0},"title":"Me in a bad mood","author":"Harper Kingsley","date":"September 30, 2025","format":false,"excerpt":"I'm so tired of all the bullshit. 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