{"id":3804,"date":"2016-02-27T01:35:12","date_gmt":"2016-02-27T09:35:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.harperkingsley.net\/blog\/?p=3804"},"modified":"2023-10-17T23:37:09","modified_gmt":"2023-10-18T06:37:09","slug":"dearlola-how-i-love-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harperkingsley.net\/blog\/dearlola-how-i-love-you\/","title":{"rendered":"#DearLola, How I Love You"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dear Lola,<\/p>\n

I heard somewhere that writing letters is good for the soul. It’s a lesson that I always wanted to learn.<\/p>\n

I think of you somewhere out there.<\/p>\n

(Watching from the shadows.)<\/p>\n

And I can’t wait for my White Knight to rush in and save the day.<\/p>\n

And I don’t know what I really want. Companionship? Personal Patreonage? Love<\/i>? It’s like the rest of the world is speaking a different language. One full of meanings that ask impossible things of me — requiring me to feel emotions that I don’t feel.<\/p>\n

I am a shallow bowl. A saucer.<\/p>\n

I’m searching for someone to fill me up.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dear Lola, I heard somewhere that writing letters is good for the soul. It’s a lesson that I always wanted to learn. I think of you somewhere out there. (Watching from the shadows.) And I can’t wait for my White Knight to rush in and save the day. 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