short fic

CW: Revenge

THE REAL PURGE

There were last preparations taking place before the annual Event. Nobody called it “the Purge,” but everyone knew that it was the Purge.

It was strange to think that a bunch of rich people had become so enthralled by a movie series that they would legalize assault and murder. That they would embrace one day of the year when everyone could go wild and do whatever horribleness they pleased.

Leave it to rich people to watch an allegorical movie that they would misunderstand and turn into terrible life goals. It was like when all those dudes watched “Fight Club” and were only able to understand the “Fighting is cool!” portion of it.

Call it a lack of empathy. Call it a lack of social awareness. Whatever it was… rich people loved the idea of being able to freely hunt the poor for sport.

And, of course, serial killers and rapists were having a great time too.

Normal people, not so much.

It was the fifth year since the start of the Event. People were still terrified and worried, and a lot of time and money was spent in the months leading up to the Event in bolstering home security and stockpiling weapons. In filling medical kits and learning first aid. In practicing self-defense and trying to figure out who amongst family and friends was truly trustworthy, and who was looking forward to inheriting some property.

The Event season was a stressful time of year. First there were preparations. Then there was the terror of the Event. And then there was the afterward, with the cleanup and the hospital bills.

The only ones that enjoyed the Event were sickos and the rich. Everyone else simply tried their best to survive.

But this year… this year was different.

Because Malcom Butterman had had enough.

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Malcom was born into a barely middle class family. They had enough food to eat even if it wasn’t of the best quality, and there were always clothes to wear even if name brands rarely made an appearance. He’d always received a new school bag every year and there was plenty of Crayola crayons and markers.

It was just that they’d all known there was no safety net. One job loss. A few missed paychecks. And everything would fall apart.

He was seventeen years old when it fell apart.

His mother was killed in the first Event. A group broke into the house and in the struggle Claire was dead.

They were all beaten up that night. They fought back and killed most of their attackers. But none of them could say that they had won.

With the death of his mother, Malcom had to give up his college dreams. There wasn’t enough money after the funeral expenses and the hospital bills from his dad’s horrifically broken leg.

He’d had to get a job. If he hadn’t just graduated he would have had to drop out of high school. As it was, he had to work hard so that his two sisters had enough food to eat.

Between him and his dad they barely managed to keep the house. But there were times when they couldn’t afford heat and everyone had to huddle together in the living room with the lights off. They ate a lot of oatmeal and ramen and his sisters no longer carried new school bags or name brand school supplies.

They survived though. Through hardship and poverty and three more Events, the last of which took his youngest sister Marie’s left hand.

And finally Malcom had had enough.

He’d always done well in school. He’d cheerfully seen his name added to the gifted list every year. It was what had allowed him to graduate a year early.

Even though he didn’t get to go to college, he still studied in his off time. Still did online research and practiced programming. Still taught himself and found sources online to learn from.

And before the fifth Event, he came up with a plan.

If he did things right, this would be the last Event.

Because the rich wouldn’t be so enthusiastic about a legal murder night if they didn’t have their private armies to protect them. Having to fear reprisals and thievery would curtail their bloodthirsty support of violence and mayhem.

They had always been cowards in their hearts.

. * . * . * .

Even with all his preparation, Malcom couldn’t be sure that things were going to work. He wanted to believe in his skills, but he didn’t have as much experience as he would have liked. But that didn’t stop him.

Brute hacking into company servers was difficult. So he had to find ways to slip in through the backdoors. Using subterfuge and guile, phishing emails and eventually kidnapping a few known employees and interrogating them to death. He didn’t allow himself to feel any pity.

Because it was known that rich families were using their company resources to hire private armies. And rather than using their security officers to protect themselves and their property, they were paying them extra money to go out during the Event and bring them victims.

They wanted the thrill of rape, torture, and murder, but they didn’t want to risk themselves. So they hired others to face danger in their place. The kinds of people that were willing to gather victims and bring them to their rich masters who could commit their depravities in the safety of their private bunkers.

And those were the ones Malcom targeted.

The security officers and the scumbags they outsourced their evil to. He followed the money trail and gathered himself a list of names, addresses, and profile pictures.

All those masked monsters breaking into peoples’ homes to kidnap them during the Event. Those creeps that thought they were safe in their anonymity, smiling as they walked through their lives and spent their dirty money, while at the same time targeting their neighbors for harm.

He gathered a list of names and he wrote a little script. And two hours before the fifth Event started, that list of names and photos was released to the public along with their home addresses and the addresses of their family members and closest friends.

He felt heartless and cruel and he didn’t care.

And while those monsters were forced to face their own humanity and scrambled to get their loved ones to safety… Malcom used the van he’d leased to drive from one gated community to the next.

They lived in their castles behind tall walls and didn’t have to fear that anyone from the outside would get in. But he didn’t want to get in. He didn’t need to get in.

He simply had to make it impossible for them to leave. Not without terrible consequences.

Malcom Butterman had always had good grades. He’d excelled at math and science and chemistry. And he’d had months to plan and fantasize.

Even if he didn’t kill the money monsters, they were nothing without their followers and sycophants. They still needed to eat and drink and have their pools cleaned and their carpets vacuumed.

If they wanted to stay in their safe rooms, then they could stay in there and rot. But if they wanted to leave… They would suffer and burn for the pleasure of freedom.

The fences were tall, but his launcher was powerful. And without security guards to chase him away, he was free to launch paper flour bags of not-flour at will.

He’d mixed and filled HUNDREDS of bags. They filled the whole storage compartment of the van and the launcher took pride of place in the copilot’s seat. There were enough bags for him to strike thirty-five of the richest communities in the state. He drove from one to another and only faced two incidents on the way.

As he’d thought, most of the violence of the Event had been manipulated by those rich backers. With their private security more interested in saving themselves and their families, there wasn’t the wide scale violence and mayhem of previous Events.

Sure, people went after their enemies and there were break-ins and assaults and murders, but it wasn’t the wild free-for-all of previous Events. Because most people simply didn’t have the weaponry to break down heavy security doors. And those that reveled in Event violence usually had targets in mind and only a single night to reach their destinations.

Other than having to shoot back at a couple of attempted robbers, Malcom was able to enjoy the mostly empty streets to reach the communities on his list.

He spent the Event launching not-flour bags into gated communities and was then able to drive the van to the abandoned shed that he’d readied in advance.

He washed off the paint he’d used to coat the van and switched back the license plates. He changed the tires and wrapped the new ones with cut pieces of tarp before driving the van out and setting the shed on fire, burning the tires inside.

As he drove off, he kept an eye on the fire through the rearview mirror. There was a chance that it could spread and cause a catastrophic event, but he didn’t think so.

He’d spent the day before digging up the grass around the shed and soaking the ground and surrounding area. And inside the shed he’d hung a thin tarp loaded with baking soda. Once the tarp was burnt through, the baking soda would drop on the flames below, hopefully putting out the fire before it could spread.

Malcom had looked at the weather report while making his plans and knew that there was an expected rainfall in the evening or in the next day. And when that water hit that not-flour he’d spread…

He began to whistle a cheery tune.

This would be the last Event. He was sure that nobody would ever want to play again. Because rules and laws were nice things to have, especially when the consequences could also be felt by the rich.

=END=

1999

Party like it’s 1999. When gas prices were manageable and rent was somewhat affordable. When dreams felt attainable even as voices screamed “The world is terrible!” When Mom Jeans were so normalized that even men wore them.

It was a time of innocence in that everyone thought they were so jaded that nothing could effect them.

Missing children were assumed dead. Strangers were dangerous. Latchkey kids had grown up to be latchkey teenagers. And “Highlander” reruns were still on TV.

Moon pies and Twinkies. Licorice whips and candy necklaces. Roller rinks and community swimming pools.

There was no satellite radio. People walked around unmoored and unanchored and cellular phones were so expensive they could only be dreamed about. Electric cars were an idea of the future and solar panels weren’t even owned by the rich.

People carelessly used baby powder and the story of someone suing McDonalds because of a hot cup of coffee seemed ridiculous rather than horrifying. People trusted the big brands that had raised them and nobody worried that they someday wouldn’t be able to afford a cup of drinkable water.

It was a time of change, when modern social consciousness was just beginning and hadn’t yet been slandered by questionable sources. When the Internet was young and search engines were just beginning to find their way and hadn’t yet been corrupted by manipulated algorithms. When kids hung out in the woods to smoke weed and skate parks were just becoming popular and hadn’t yet been destroyed along with nearly every other teen friendly activity by stealth-hater “mom groups.”

Cars were loud. Fast food was delicious. And people could enter airports without having to remove their shoes.

1999 was a time before HTML 5. It was a world of Geocities and AOL. People would Ask Jeeves and peruse Alta Vista to find movie reviews for “American Beauty” and “Fight Club” while “The Matrix” made them question their very reality.

People felt young and free or old and weary as they welcomed in the 2000’s for the very first time. Some laughed and some cried and some stockpiled supplies in fear of Y2K.

People partied in hope and in despair and in desperation for a future they couldn’t envision.

It felt like the future was happening “right now.” Anything was possible, from the glorious to the grim. Nothing was out of bounds. It felt as thought no limits had been set.

The world was open and new. Murders and conflicts were happening in countries far away. People wanted to “Believe” that “It’s Not Right But It’s Okay” to “Slide” into the “Heartbreak Hotel.”

Summer was hot, winter was cold, but weather seemed more normal and less lethal back then. It was a year of change without being a year of tragedy. Fear and paranoia was in its beginning stages and survivalism hadn’t yet becoming a popular lifestyle choice.

1999 was a time of innocence because people hadn’t yet realized how bad things were going to get. The Doomsday Clock was 9 minutes to midnight and it felt further away than the moon.

There was a sense that forever was yet to come.

And that’s why he chose to set his time machine to the spring of 1999. It was at the limit of how far the machine could go back, but he refused to go to anywhen closer in time.

The machine could only make one trip. He only had one chance to bring the Doomsday Clock closer to morning.

So he was going to party like it was 1999.

=END=

ANYTHING AT ALL

Raymond Zebronski had been an aimless genius. He was born with a great ability to learn and he had done all the things he was supposed to do, but it had been a half-hearted effort at most.

He had been sleepwalking through his life. Filing patents, inventing things, buying a house and paying for insurance. He’d been doing all the things expected of him… and he’d been so unfulfilled.

Everyone around him would talk about how wonderful and happy his life was going to be. He was limitless possibility and that was supposed to make him have a fabulous existence.

It had felt like he was disappointing everyone’s expectations. His unhappiness was a burden he was forced to bear in silence because he was supposed to be happy. And he wasn’t.

His smile had always felt thin and painful. A baring of the teeth rather than a true expression.

He graduated high school and college early, and suddenly he was expected to do great things. To work and make money and wow the world with his brilliance and bring glory to his family.

And he did it. He changed the world of technolgy and those that ran the world knew his name. He made more money than he could ever spend in ten lifetimes.

And it was empty. Meaningless. Because he was just as unmotivated as he’d always been. Just as empty and unfulfilled.

He wasn’t sad. He wasn’t angry. He wasn’t murderous. He was simply unhappy.

And then he met Darkstar.

And suddenly there was something. There was music and light and food had flavor to it.

He was no longer an empty shell of a person slogging through every day.

He was filled with Darkstar. And it was good.

. *. *. *.

He knew that his feelings were because of Darkstar’s metability. His brain was being artifically stimulated and everything he felt was nothing but a lie.

And he didn’t care.

Because his brain was stimulated and for the first time in his life he could truly feel.

Darkstar wasn’t purposefully doing anything to him. Just by existing, he brought happiness into Raymond’s life. His presence, his smiles, his frowns, his voice… everything about him chased away the ennui.

By existing, Darkstar gave purpose to Raymond’s life.

So in the background of Darkstar’s life, Dr. Zee came into being. Smoothing the things that needed to be smoothed. Deleting videos and destroying evidence. Ensuring that while Darkstar received the attention he demanded, Vereint Georges was able to enjoy the anonymity he craved.

He arranged his first official meeting with Darkstar. Made himself an indispensable person in Darkstar’s life.

When Darkstar fell in love with Blue Ice, he thought he might feel jealousy, but he didn’t. His feelings for Darkstar were so pure and all consuming that they surpassed physical desire.

He would rather see Darkstar happy than fulfill his own desires. Would do anything in the name of Darkstar’s happiness.

He didn’t feel guilt over the laws he broke. Didn’t hesitate or experience regret as long as it was for Darkstar.

Before Darkstar there was nothing. He passed through his life like a ghost. Doing what was expected of him without having any dreams or desires of his own. Waking and sleeping, eating and pooping, every day passing one into the next without anything leaving a mark on his soul.

And after Darkstar, there was light and pleasure and when he touched things he could feel them.

Because he was real. Alive. Vital and full of the hope of life.

He was full of Darkstar and he would do anything for him. Anything at all.

=END=

NOT SUITABLE

There was a time before jealousy. A time of happiness or at least quiet contentment.

And now there was this.

Looking around at everyone else wearing their Suits. Sleek, boxy, fitted, loose, every style and color and type worn with the unselfconscious ease of personal excellence. Of knowing they were wearing personal armor and strength and flight and immortality all tailored to their particular gene structure.

Even the ugliest eyesore Suits were beyond his reach.

“Bad genes.” That’s what he was told. Blunt and casually cruel. As though destroying dreams was just another everyday thing.

An Unsuitable. That’s what he was. Him and a handful of others. A minority segment of the population that were by turns pitied and reviled.

Cosmic rays. Contact with forever chemicals. Some terrible mix of events that happened pre-conception. All the different ways that a gene structure could be so damaged as to make someone forever Unsuitable.

He remembered lining up with the other Aged Tens. All excitedly describing what colors and styles they would turn their Suits once fitted. Planning where they would fly and what they would do. The Suit feats that they would accomplish.

Everyone secretly fearing that they would be found Unsuitable. Loudly boasting to cover up the sense of dread.

He’d been the only Unsuitable in his Sector that year. The only one hunching his shoulders under the weight of looks and whispers and unwanted notoriety.

It had been near unbearable but there was nothing he could do about it. His genes were what made him Unsuitable. But they were also what made up his body and being.

He’d looked at the research. A desperate and sad kid that suddenly had no friends as everyone else was exploring the wonders and joys of Suit life. He’d had plenty of free time on his hands to look things up.

There was no changing his Unsuitable status. Science had attempted to make changes. To rewrite genes, to splice in changes, to delete the bad and promote the good. A lot of people had volunteered to die in horrible ways before experimentation had been made illegal.

Some people couldn’t bear to live as an Unsuitable. They were a demographic with a high instance of suicide and drug and alcohol abuse.

He’d even had thoughts before. When he looked around the dinner table at his family in their Suits. When he went to school and no one wanted to get close to him. When those around him were warned about his “delicate constitution” and treated him as if he could be broken by a hard look.

From the time he was ten years old, he had felt as though all his dreams had died. Because in a world of wonder and joy, he was found to be Unsuitable for any of it.

He was a normal human in a world populated by gods. That’s how it had been described on the Not Suitable website. Gods and humans.

It wasn’t that he was defective. His genes were perfectly fine. Look at him. Two arms, two legs, a face, a body… he was completely and normally human.

It wasn’t his fault that his genes refused to accept fusion with a Suit.

It was something that had been done to him before he was born. Likely before he was even conceived. Some unlucky turn of events that resulted in the mutation of the cells that had become him.

He didn’t envy what he didn’t have. He was jealous of the opportunities that had been taken from him.

He was Unsuitable, but he was alive.

=END=