Harper Kingsley blog

I remember watching Digimon. I loved the whole Angemon thing. That first series was the best.

LEN singing “Kids in America” was a great song.

I wasn’t allowed to listen to a lot of music, but that CD was one I got. (I remember reading a lot of songfics and singing the songs, trying to imagine how they should be sung because I’d never heard them. “Hurt” was used in that Xander fic that was like a different background color for every page and I devoured it word by word, it had to be like 200,000+. An unfinished Spander where they totally got together and had a happy ever after because there’s no other option that’s not terrible and sad.)

If you can’t see the above YouTube video, it’s Billie Joe Armstrong covering “Kids In America” for his No Fun Mondays. He’s been covering all kinds of songs, and some of them are really really good.

I’m always so envious of people that can sing. Having a good voice is a great gift in itself.

There’s something wrong with Twitter 🙁

So I was watching Q13 News and the Cancer Society of America guy was visiting, and of course have thoughts about what he’s saying.

Does my account seem like a spam account? Am I a spammer? If they cut me open, instead of cake, would I be made of Spam?

What is even going on?

Does anybody else feel like it’s been a thousand years?

I feel like this horror has been going on forever. Yet I looked up and was surprised that it was June.

The life is literally being drained out of my body. I’m losing time and everything in-between.

Trapped between terror and liberation. Everyday feels like Today. Every moment is Right Now.

So abuses I literally saw yesterday feel like they happened a long time ago. And I know that’s wrong. I know that isn’t right.

I have to fight my instincts and actually pause and think.

Because that’s why it’s systemic racism. It’s everywhere. It’s literally built into the system. And that’s why things need to be repaired.

Some people will be fired because they should be fired. They know who they are, or will shortly be made aware through mandatory social retraining. Because the ones that aren’t killers? Have worked with some for a long time.

That’s some heavy load.

A lot of people desperately need therapy. Some might even need some jail time and/or actual community service.

Just saying.