It is currently so cold that I wish it would snow and get it over with. Like, it might actually feel warmer if it would snow.

The worst thing about sleeping when it’s cold is that my feet get cold. When I’m sleeping I don’t notice, but when I wake up I’ll find out my feet are like bricks on the ends of my legs. I won’t be able to feel them for a while except that slightly warm water feels like boiling against my skin.

I just saw “The Society of Snow” (English translation) on Netflix. It was about the 1972 plane crash of the soccer team in the Andes Mountains.

It’s been a long time since I saw the “Alive”(?) movie about the same crash.

I figure the worst ways to suffer are freezing or burning. That they were starving at the same time they were freezing… It must have been hell.

Kakushigoto 01 at Amazon

NINE CUTS DEEP

There was no warning. One minute he was curled up in his bed, face nestled against a plump pillow, and the next he was being dragged out of the house in his sleeping clothes.

“What is happening? What are you doing? Who are you?!” he shouted, trying to struggle but his arms were held too tight.

He was thrown on the ground and knelt up to see that his attackers were wearing the uniforms of the Imperial Guard. Their commander stood before him, strong legs braced and expression firmly unfriendly.

The commander unrolled a scroll and held it face out so he could see the words in vermilion ink. “Jan Douther, by order of the Emperor you are to be exiled for life to the island of Reuine.”

“Why?” Jan asked, horrified.

He could hear his house being ransacked behind him. Anything of wealth was thrown onto a prepared wagon. As an exile, a proclaimed criminal, he would only be allowed a single set of rough spun clothes and everything else would be claimed by the courts.

“Donthor Auerleon, once Duke of Kourton, has been sentenced to be executed for the crime of treason. The great Emperor has proclaimed that his family be dealt with nine cuts deep.”

Jan wanted to wail in horror but no sound could escape.

Nine cuts deep!

Whatever Donthor had done hadn’t just seen himself and his immediate family dead, but had doomed his family down to nine generations.

As a second cousin, Jan would be made to suffer along with their grandparents and great-grandparents and uncles and aunts and all of their families. Whatever Donthor had done had killed his own wife and children and sentenced everyone else in the family to permanent exile.

They would not be allowed to own property. Those that didn’t already have a spouse wouldn’t be allowed to marry. Any children they had would automatically be labeled as criminals. They would have to do whatever labor the government ordered. And they would not be allowed to leave their place of exile.

Jan had never been fond of Cousin Donthor, but now he discovered that he hated him.

That smug scumbag that would come to holiday events in expensive clothes layered with jewelry. Who would boast of his riches and his properties and his beautiful concubines and the best schools that his children attended. Who would flaunt his ducal title while looking down on the rest of them.

Donthor had ruined their entire family. And for what?

As Jan was stripped naked in the street and was forced into the rough spun clothes, he hated and hated.

He didn’t cry out when the Imperial Guards transferred him to the care of the prisoner transporters and he was beaten. He hadn’t done anything to fight them, but they wanted him weak. Pliable. Aware that he was no longer a person and could barely be considered human.

His status was lower than the lowest of slaves. Those whose masters could kill them for a list of offenses but who still had to follow set laws of treatment.

As a criminal his life was worthless. He could be beaten, robbed, abused, and kept captive, and if he dared to go to the Law Bureau for justice, he would first be given thirty strikes with a board before he would be allowed to speak.

The law was not on his side, and he knew it. And so he refused to cry, simply accepting that everything that had once been was no longer. Including the luxury of weakness.

Later, when he was reunited with his elderly family members and a few cousins on the ferry boat to Reuine Island–the rest of the family having been separated to other points of exile–he held them close and promised that he would take care of them. They were all that he had left in his life.

Donthor’s foolishness had taken everything else from him. Even the hope of a happy future.

=END=

Witch King at Amazon

PRION

“You shouldn’t eat that,” he said, standing well back. “It doesn’t seem right.”

“Shut up. What do you know?” Logan growled and continued butchering the meat.

Meat. That’s what everyone insisted on calling it. Not beef. Not pork. Not chicken. Meat.

Wally figured it was hard to call it what it was. To admit that what they were salivating over was human. A dead human body.

They’d been hungry for so long, holed up in their ragged little town with limited supplies worn thin and thinner.

Before the zombie apocalypse, the grocery store had been waiting for the weekly delivery of supplies. The shelves had quickly been emptied in the following weeks and months.

Everyone grew hungry and thin. Several infants were the first to die, their eyes huge in their sunken faces. Then the sick and elderly began to die. Those that had lost access to their medication and their regular medical care.

Eating the dead had been an idea put forward by Logan and his crew. A distasteful suggestion that had gained traction with the hungry townspeople. And here they all were: getting ready to eat their tenth dead body.

Wally had managed to avoid cannibalism so far. His family had had a pantry full of staples and a cellar full of home canned fruits, vegetables, and boiled chicken. It had made him feel guilty not to share and the family had been tight with their rationing, so while no one was starving, no one was fat either.

They were waiting for the spring when they could move their vegetable seedlings to the garden plot they’d already dug out and begun fertilizing. With the Norman and Benson families they’d marked out a field area for growing wheat. (Wally was grateful for his sister Gail’s obsession with wheatgrass smoothies that had given them a huge bag of wheat berries ready to grow.)

Things were hard but not completely hopeless. That’s what Wally felt.

Supplies were tight in town, but not to the point of starvation and death. Yet Logan and his crew had eaten too well and ended up mixing and drinking infant formula when the milk had run out. They had insisted that the military would come and rescue everyone in just a few days… a few weeks… a few months… And those young children had died.

They refused to take responsibility. Claimed it was the fault of circumstance. Those babies would have died anyway. It wasn’t their fault for selfishly wasting supplies.

Promoting cannibalism was one of the ways they tried to divert attention away from the deaths they’d caused. As though they were creating food and not just indulging in another kind of sin.

Wally had told his family to stay in the house while he came to watch every time a human body was turned into meat. He hated witnessing the depravity, but he felt that he needed to hear what people were saying. Because those that were so happy to desecrate dead bodies might not hesitate to create more.

He had his wife, children, and sister to worry about. They were the most important things in this changed world.

So he stood at the back of the crowd as what had once been Gary from Schaeffer Street was skinned and cut into sections. The man had died in his sleep, presumably from a heart attack.The townspeople hadn’t yet turned to murder, though he feared it was only a matter of time.

He watched as a huge stockpot was brought forth and the designated cooks began to prepare a soup from the bones and meat. He even accepted a bowlful as his share, that he took back to his house and later buried in a corner of the backyard. He marked the spot and silently promised poor Gary that he would plant beautiful flowers for him in the spring.

Then he went inside to his family and forced a smile he didn’t feel to keep from scaring the children. They depended on him to let them feel safe.

. * . * . * .

Five days later, everyone that ate Gary Newman was dying. The town’s limited medical supplies were used to attempt to treat and diagnose what they were suffering from. And finally old Doc Mikkelsen announced that they’d been infected by prions, likely transmitted by the human meat they’d ingested.

“Is there any medicine they can take?” Lilah asked. Her little face was pale and scared. She’d seen too much death in her short life, from zombies to this strange sickness the doctor was helpless to stop.

Wally sighed and shook his head. “It sucks, but there are just some things you can’t do anything about. You can only pray for a dying soul and say your goodbyes. Even Before there was no cure for someone infected with prions.”

“Oh.” She hugged her rabbit doll so tightly that her fingers were white.

Wally gathered her up in his arms. “Don’t be scared. Prions aren’t something that you can catch like a cold or the flu. We didn’t eat what they all ate. We’re not going to get sick.” He pressed a kiss on the top of her head and looked toward his wife and two sons. “I promise.”

There was a reason why eating human meat was taboo. It wasn’t because it was disgusting and horrifying and immoral and… It was because there were some things that cooking could not kill. That only complete carbonization would destroy. Terrible things that bred in the quiet moments and could be spread when fools dared to eat what they should not.

He would do whatever he needed to do to keep his family from becoming cannibals. They were human beings, and he refused to let them become monsters.

=END=

Let's Make Dumplings at Amazon

CW: Revenge

THE REAL PURGE

There were last preparations taking place before the annual Event. Nobody called it “the Purge,” but everyone knew that it was the Purge.

It was strange to think that a bunch of rich people had become so enthralled by a movie series that they would legalize assault and murder. That they would embrace one day of the year when everyone could go wild and do whatever horribleness they pleased.

Leave it to rich people to watch an allegorical movie that they would misunderstand and turn into terrible life goals. It was like when all those dudes watched “Fight Club” and were only able to understand the “Fighting is cool!” portion of it.

Call it a lack of empathy. Call it a lack of social awareness. Whatever it was… rich people loved the idea of being able to freely hunt the poor for sport.

And, of course, serial killers and rapists were having a great time too.

Normal people, not so much.

It was the fifth year since the start of the Event. People were still terrified and worried, and a lot of time and money was spent in the months leading up to the Event in bolstering home security and stockpiling weapons. In filling medical kits and learning first aid. In practicing self-defense and trying to figure out who amongst family and friends was truly trustworthy, and who was looking forward to inheriting some property.

The Event season was a stressful time of year. First there were preparations. Then there was the terror of the Event. And then there was the afterward, with the cleanup and the hospital bills.

The only ones that enjoyed the Event were sickos and the rich. Everyone else simply tried their best to survive.

But this year… this year was different.

Because Malcom Butterman had had enough.

. * . * . * .

Malcom was born into a barely middle class family. They had enough food to eat even if it wasn’t of the best quality, and there were always clothes to wear even if name brands rarely made an appearance. He’d always received a new school bag every year and there was plenty of Crayola crayons and markers.

It was just that they’d all known there was no safety net. One job loss. A few missed paychecks. And everything would fall apart.

He was seventeen years old when it fell apart.

His mother was killed in the first Event. A group broke into the house and in the struggle Claire was dead.

They were all beaten up that night. They fought back and killed most of their attackers. But none of them could say that they had won.

With the death of his mother, Malcom had to give up his college dreams. There wasn’t enough money after the funeral expenses and the hospital bills from his dad’s horrifically broken leg.

He’d had to get a job. If he hadn’t just graduated he would have had to drop out of high school. As it was, he had to work hard so that his two sisters had enough food to eat.

Between him and his dad they barely managed to keep the house. But there were times when they couldn’t afford heat and everyone had to huddle together in the living room with the lights off. They ate a lot of oatmeal and ramen and his sisters no longer carried new school bags or name brand school supplies.

They survived though. Through hardship and poverty and three more Events, the last of which took his youngest sister Marie’s left hand.

And finally Malcom had had enough.

He’d always done well in school. He’d cheerfully seen his name added to the gifted list every year. It was what had allowed him to graduate a year early.

Even though he didn’t get to go to college, he still studied in his off time. Still did online research and practiced programming. Still taught himself and found sources online to learn from.

And before the fifth Event, he came up with a plan.

If he did things right, this would be the last Event.

Because the rich wouldn’t be so enthusiastic about a legal murder night if they didn’t have their private armies to protect them. Having to fear reprisals and thievery would curtail their bloodthirsty support of violence and mayhem.

They had always been cowards in their hearts.

. * . * . * .

Even with all his preparation, Malcom couldn’t be sure that things were going to work. He wanted to believe in his skills, but he didn’t have as much experience as he would have liked. But that didn’t stop him.

Brute hacking into company servers was difficult. So he had to find ways to slip in through the backdoors. Using subterfuge and guile, phishing emails and eventually kidnapping a few known employees and interrogating them to death. He didn’t allow himself to feel any pity.

Because it was known that rich families were using their company resources to hire private armies. And rather than using their security officers to protect themselves and their property, they were paying them extra money to go out during the Event and bring them victims.

They wanted the thrill of rape, torture, and murder, but they didn’t want to risk themselves. So they hired others to face danger in their place. The kinds of people that were willing to gather victims and bring them to their rich masters who could commit their depravities in the safety of their private bunkers.

And those were the ones Malcom targeted.

The security officers and the scumbags they outsourced their evil to. He followed the money trail and gathered himself a list of names, addresses, and profile pictures.

All those masked monsters breaking into peoples’ homes to kidnap them during the Event. Those creeps that thought they were safe in their anonymity, smiling as they walked through their lives and spent their dirty money, while at the same time targeting their neighbors for harm.

He gathered a list of names and he wrote a little script. And two hours before the fifth Event started, that list of names and photos was released to the public along with their home addresses and the addresses of their family members and closest friends.

He felt heartless and cruel and he didn’t care.

And while those monsters were forced to face their own humanity and scrambled to get their loved ones to safety… Malcom used the van he’d leased to drive from one gated community to the next.

They lived in their castles behind tall walls and didn’t have to fear that anyone from the outside would get in. But he didn’t want to get in. He didn’t need to get in.

He simply had to make it impossible for them to leave. Not without terrible consequences.

Malcom Butterman had always had good grades. He’d excelled at math and science and chemistry. And he’d had months to plan and fantasize.

Even if he didn’t kill the money monsters, they were nothing without their followers and sycophants. They still needed to eat and drink and have their pools cleaned and their carpets vacuumed.

If they wanted to stay in their safe rooms, then they could stay in there and rot. But if they wanted to leave… They would suffer and burn for the pleasure of freedom.

The fences were tall, but his launcher was powerful. And without security guards to chase him away, he was free to launch paper flour bags of not-flour at will.

He’d mixed and filled HUNDREDS of bags. They filled the whole storage compartment of the van and the launcher took pride of place in the copilot’s seat. There were enough bags for him to strike thirty-five of the richest communities in the state. He drove from one to another and only faced two incidents on the way.

As he’d thought, most of the violence of the Event had been manipulated by those rich backers. With their private security more interested in saving themselves and their families, there wasn’t the wide scale violence and mayhem of previous Events.

Sure, people went after their enemies and there were break-ins and assaults and murders, but it wasn’t the wild free-for-all of previous Events. Because most people simply didn’t have the weaponry to break down heavy security doors. And those that reveled in Event violence usually had targets in mind and only a single night to reach their destinations.

Other than having to shoot back at a couple of attempted robbers, Malcom was able to enjoy the mostly empty streets to reach the communities on his list.

He spent the Event launching not-flour bags into gated communities and was then able to drive the van to the abandoned shed that he’d readied in advance.

He washed off the paint he’d used to coat the van and switched back the license plates. He changed the tires and wrapped the new ones with cut pieces of tarp before driving the van out and setting the shed on fire, burning the tires inside.

As he drove off, he kept an eye on the fire through the rearview mirror. There was a chance that it could spread and cause a catastrophic event, but he didn’t think so.

He’d spent the day before digging up the grass around the shed and soaking the ground and surrounding area. And inside the shed he’d hung a thin tarp loaded with baking soda. Once the tarp was burnt through, the baking soda would drop on the flames below, hopefully putting out the fire before it could spread.

Malcom had looked at the weather report while making his plans and knew that there was an expected rainfall in the evening or in the next day. And when that water hit that not-flour he’d spread…

He began to whistle a cheery tune.

This would be the last Event. He was sure that nobody would ever want to play again. Because rules and laws were nice things to have, especially when the consequences could also be felt by the rich.

=END=